Hi

I guess this blog became my ranting blog for a while now.

It's really been a while since I last came on here, but hopefully anyone who even still bothers to read this will forgive me for not doing anything except whine, whine and complain. However, I will start posting interesting stuff again soon. Cheers~!!

Rantings and Ramblings

Maybe this is selfish of me to be putting something like this here, where everyone can see it. Maybe I should just write whatever I'm thinking of right now on a piece of paper, then burn it so that even forensic experts can't determine what I wrote. But now, I'm just looking for an outlet. I want to write. I want to express myself using these words that is just creating all my pent up frustration. If you don't know me, or even if you know me, you really should stop reading this post, and just move on and do whatever it is you do in your dull, mundane life where you work extremely hard to put on a mask just to impress and make people whom you actually don't give a shit about happy. I'm serious, unless you want to hear me rant, just leave this post alone.

Roughly translated, the pictures say: If you don't like the real me, then just choose a skin that you like, I'll act it out for you.

Pretending to be someone other people think you are instead of who you really are is going to kill you one day. Everyday day in day out showing others a mask that you made specially for them. It PISSES ME OFF.

It isn't because I don't care about you. Its because there are some things in this world that are completely out of my control, and just because I want something it doesn't mean that it is the right choice. 

Yea, frankly, all I want to say is that I really hate relationships, or maybe I just hate talking to people. You can pour your bloody soul into making the other person happy, and just let yourself be ignored until the other person requires your services again. If you've read up to here, you probably can give me some advice: Why can't relationships be the same as sports, or work, or even studying? With a certain amount of effort, at least you will see some sort of result, it only depends on how you try or how you learn.

With relationships, everything can just crumble around you because of one misplaced word, one wrong gesture, and everything, really everything you've worked for over so many months can just come crashing down around you. I don't see how that is supposed to work. Its like saying: Oh, you know those gifts you gave him/her? They actually don't mean anything, and the time you spent doing stuff for them? Its community work, it just says that you are a really nice, kind and helpful person. Well, news flash for the uninitiated, this has been put through clinical trials countless times, the good guys DON'T get the girl in the end. You can always be there for the person but I can confirm this for you, there is nothing like putting all your time and energy into a hopeless relationship. You should try it sometime, you either end up suicidal or homicidal.

One can say that only an idiot can fall in love. That is absolutely true, that's why I never believed someone like me would ever like someone enough to fall for them. Its basically illogical and can't happen. It doesn't make sense. I am a utilitarian, whereby I will always make the decision that benefits the most the people concerned. There is absolutely no feasible way an individual like me can have sentimental feelings for someone else. But, what happens when the armour begins to crack, the roof begins to leak, and everything starts to fall apart? 

You get dropped into a shithole you have never seen and probably never will see again. You can be abused, mistreated, but you'll only crawl back for more. Why? You can't get past the only friends barrier because your brain tells you that its not possible. It didn't make sense. It's not that you cannot go after the person, its because you know that nothing good will come of chasing the person. There's a saying that you can pretend to not see what you don't want to see, but you can't ignore what you feel about someone or stop thinking about the person. ITS NOT POSSIBLE, that's the thing  Your heart tells you to do it, but your brain stops you, saying, no, its not possible. Nothing good will come of it. Just run. Shut them out. Ignore anything to do with them until you no longer like them. That is the path you should take, if you don't want to get hurt.

Yes, that is the best possible path to take, the utilitarian path, where the individual never gets hurt, just because he is too afraid to care about someone. Is it? Or is it natural selection? I don't know. Only being able to think logically and selecting the best path to take in any situation or scenario has been my only redeeming quality. But, sometimes I wish I was never born with this talent.

Good Girls Are Found in All Corners of the World

....Unfortunately the world is round.

2012 年 11 月 11 日

大家好，又到了我唯一会写华文的一天了。很抱歉今年到现在一点动静都没，这个部落格一开始是为了给好友看吧了，可是到头来自己也懒得在这写东西了。面子书的方便真是足以抹杀部落格的全在！

今年，经历了很多不同的东西，伦敦举办了奥运，我到了那打工去，看到了英国的洋人引以为傲的吉祥物“带给下一代新希望”，也终于体验到了真正读书的滋味，到了不同的地方去走走，也又一次深深体验到人类的笨拙，贪婪，自以为是。

若你会看到这，你可能会觉得，平常理性，冷血的我，跑哪去了？是否有人在盗用我的户口？还是我被鬼上了身？很抱歉，就只是今晚，特别感性点，待会儿醒来，就会“正常”多了。

我常跟朋友说：恋爱个屁，花钱花时间，用在自己生上岂不是更值得？我单身，我快乐，我开心，我喜欢。看了去年写的post,我就想对单身的朋友们说：岁月不留人，如果你们还没谈过恋爱，就敢一点地踏出第一步，就算失败，你还是学习了，若哪一天你错过了真正会陪你走一生路的人的时候，就后悔莫及了。

单身并不是坏事，也不是好事，只是人生的一个阶段。这世上最强的一句话：一切都会过去。想一想，可以在任何反面使用，但现在不谈经济，不谈股份，不谈世界新闻，不谈奥巴马，就只说你的感情世界。谈恋爱的，都会有对对方失去兴趣的时候，搞不好，就分手了，懂得学习的人，就会尝试修补那段感情，可能会复合，可能会结婚，可能会变仇人。单身的，可能会喜欢上一个人，可能会再次谈恋爱，也有可能什么都没发生，你的人生就这么结束了。人生的每个阶段，都会过去的。

人生，转个弯，又是新的风景，又是新的人，又是新的情况。去年我说11是要你找到你人生中的伴侣，今年，我想说，人生的道路上，有朋友，有情人，最重要是还会有家人。你的另一半就是从陌生人变朋友变情人变家人。单身的朋友们，多出去走走，我鼓励你去旅游，去看在你的安全区见识不到的东西，也许路上就会遇到他/她了，或者你回来时对世界改观了，开始看见你原本看不到的东西。

单身，不要自卑，只是对的人还没来到罢了，但如果你不去争取，只顾着 “随缘”，机会送到你面前任你宰割你还在那装傻，你等到地球逆转都不会有好结果的。我待会儿肯定不承认，但现在这刻，我鼓励大家去尝试谈恋爱吧，亏点没问题，亏了你的人身大事才会有问题了。
看来我不该写下去了，我自己都不知道我在说什么了，但是我想说的还是一样东西罢了：

单身就要争取，恋爱就要珍惜。祝大家关棍节快乐！！

深夜的感触

去掉了喧哗，去掉了车水马龙，去掉了太多无谓的人，这城市多了宁静，多了和谐。仔细一瞧，其实她也蛮可爱的。我想，这就是当夜猫少得可怜的好处里，硬挤出来的一个吧，看到了这座城市的另一面。

想起了身在他方的朋友，曾经，我们一起度过了无数的潮起潮落。多少个夜晚，都是他陪我度过的。想念他用招牌式高亢的声音在跟我呛声，想念他把刚买的饮料一口气的喝完，而我还在拧开瓶盖时，他沾沾自喜的白痴样。每每到了夜阑人静的时候，涌上我心头的第一个名字，竟是他。其实，我也怀疑自己是不是出柜了，怎么会这么想念一个同性。其实，我只是期望他在地球的另一端，一个对于我，非常陌生的国度里，一切安好。每一个抉择其实都直接决定你当天的心情，加油！

想起了另外一位身在他方，可是离我较近的友人。他参与了我人生中绝大部分的过程。当我滔滔不绝的时候，他总是静静的聆听，虽然夜已深了。我们有不少相同的性格，许多雷同的兴趣，太多一同经历过的往事，不过，请放心，我绝对不会和他苟同，因为我不在败类的行列里。为另一半可以两肋插刀，为兄弟，两肋插笔，应该都很难吧！祝福你们长长久久！

写不下去了，江郎才尽了，感性用完了。

最后，就祝福我们三个可以当一辈子的好哥儿们！期待下次可以三痴聚首的机会，应该遥遥无期吧！加油加油！

其实，健康就好。

其实，开心就好。

及时行乐，享受当下，这是我人生的哲学。当下的我，想睡了。睡觉去了！

送你们一句话：昨天，删去；今天，留给回忆；明天，争取；对的，坚持；错的，放弃。

再送你们一张我的家乡的无敌夜景（２００７年）：

Sitcoms and whatnot

Oh well, I may as well get to the point on this series....
It has already been 9 episodes since the 9th season of Two and A Half Men came out, with Ashton Kutcher now being the half in the series, we would probably be expecting some interesting stuff from them, but....

Out of the 9 episodes, I only found 3-4 of them enjoyable, the last 2 were particularly bad, tying in Charlie, maybe just to promote the ratings. Hardcore TAAHM would probably have quit the series by now, and I would agree with them as well.

If Charlie Sheen can give the show a rating of 8/10. The new rating with Ashton Kutcher...
is a mere 5/10. This is particularly low, especially for a sitcom that I used to like. The new series is not really enjoyable, but still watchable.

There is one more series that I would love to mention:
Yes. The Big Bang Theory. I know that a lot of people already watch this series, but I only recently started watching it. To put it the Barney Stinson way: It is Legen-wait-for-it-dary.

Sheldon Cooper and Raj provide a ton of comic relief to this series. The obnoxious bastard and the guy who can't talk to girls unless he's drunk. The intellectual banter among the 3 PhDs and the masters degree holder is awesome on so many levels. Penny the girl who lives across hall is a waitress and acts as the dumb blond in the series, no offense meant, but that is insinuated in the series through the comparison of her to the other 4 intellectuals.
For The Big Bang Theory, mixed with the dissappointment of 2 and a half men, I would give it a rating of 8/10, same as the previous 2 and a half men series.

This post was thought up on the spur of the moment and thus not maintained for quality control. Cheers!

11/11/11 又是光棍节

久违了在线的朋友们， 已经一年没在这里废话了。真是的，我什么时候也变得这么懒惰了，太抱歉了。 我上一个post就是去年的光棍节了， 希望下一个不会是明年的，哈哈。这年来，发生了许多不可思议的事情了，没办法抽空在这跟你们哆嗦， 但我希望再次开始写blog了。记得我有个朋友告诉我：

“人生就是一列开往坟墓的列车，路途上会有很多站口，没有一个人可以自始至终陪着你走完，你会看到来来往往，上上下下的人。如果幸运，会有人陪你走过一段，当这个人要下车的时候，即使不舍，也该心存感激，然后挥手道别，因为，说不定下一站会有另外一个人陪你走的更远...一切好聚好散... ”

没有人会一生都呆在你身边的。人来人往是这个不变的法则。现在单身的朋友们，出去走走看看吧，可能在对的时候在对的转角碰上对的人，明年你不再过光棍节了。

亲爱的不再是单身的可怜的朋友们，既然你们不再过光棍节了，不代表着你们不需要再过个节日了。切记，你们是经过多少个光棍节才到今天的。珍惜你身边的那位重要的伴侣吧，她又她的故事，你有你的往事，你们在这世界人口最近超过70亿的人们中碰上对方，就像是你们坐着那列车，目的地可能不同，但方向一样。你们在那人群中相识了，直到其中一方需要走了，就珍惜对方吧。

今天不止是要给那些还是单身的朋友们打气，也要鼓励那些蜜月期已经结束的情侣们不要对他们的感情泄气。我也觉得我说多了反而有点奇怪呢现在，不废话了。祝我在各地的朋友，无论我认为你是个多么一文不值的单细胞生物，关棍节快乐！！

盘点我的2010最佳电影

每年到了这个时候，就是电影和音乐交成绩单的时候了，所以我当然不可以输给人家，也来弄个排行榜过过干瘾。今年，2010年，我开始疯狂的看电影，西方的也好，东方的也好，我看了无数部电影，算是收获蛮丰盛的一年。

（以下的电影排名不分先后）

1. 恋爱通告

这部嘛，就有点偏心的成分了，因为本人是力宏的粉丝。除那之外，其实这真是一部超棒的电影，适逢七夕情人节上映，让人看了觉得特别温馨，特别有feel。力宏不顾形象的演出及他异于常人的导演天赋为这部电影又加了很多分。非常值得看的一部电影！推荐！

2. The Expendables

《敢死队》对我意义特别深远。从小，就不怎么接触西方文化，所以不怎么看他们的电影，理所当然，我认识的西方巨星也寥寥无几。这部电影算是帮了我很大的忙，因为它结合了众多巨星同台演出。这也是我佩服导演和编剧的地方，可以将每个巨星的戏份安排得当，赞！里头嘛，特别喜欢Jasan Statham！虽然情节简单，但它的动作场面实属振奋人心，想必年秒的众多颁奖典礼定会看到它的出现！

3. 狄仁杰之通天帝国

又一部徐克导演的巨作！内地票房2.8亿人民币及刘德华担纲电影主演的最高票房纪录的品质保证，足以证明这部电影的质量。电影里头的视觉效果，实在让人佩服，这我就不多说了。值得一提的是邓超在里头，裴东来白发白脸的造型，让人印象特别深刻。徐克表示，将来会考虑为他发展《裴东来传》。若《狄仁杰》有续集，原本已死去的裴东来和上官静儿（李冰冰饰）都即将重现大荧幕。期待它的续集！

4. 叶问2

甄子丹一直是我最推崇的武打巨星，干净利落且强而有力的动作让我对他的电影爱不释手。叶问２不仅仅是武打巨片，它更带出了中国人的精神和文化。“中国人烧香，不只是为了计算时间，它包含了一种谦逊，是中国人的文化。”　“我不是想证明中国武术比西洋拳更加优胜……”　当然，还念念不忘丹哥的“丹式幽默”，天台晒衣服，收学费，大家都还没忘吧！武打的部分就省略了吧，大家都讲到烂了。总的来说，这部电影觉得值回票价，我还看了两次呢！

5. From Paris With Love

这部电影让我认识又一位电影巨星－－John Travolta。他真是搞笑到了极点，从说话到动作，他的每一个举动都少不了他的幽默。又是一部关于间谍的电影，此类的电影总是频频被搬上大荧幕，却依然深得观众的喜爱。"Wax on, Wax off", Travolta的招牌台词，大家快去看吧，看后就会明白了。电影很棒，顶！

除了这五部电影，其它的喜爱的电影有：《精武风云-陈真》，《近在咫尺的爱恋》，《RED》，《撕票风云》，《The American》，《活该你单身》……还有刚上映的《Takers》和《Unstoppable》都是我给予高度评价的电影！还有一些我已想不起的电影。除那之外，还有一部特别想看，可是大马却没上映的电影--《西风烈》，可怜的我，只好耐心等待PPS了。又看翻版！那是不好的！呵呵！

本人对电影的要求并不高，所以在我心目中会冒出异常多部好电影。此文章纯属分享我个人的看法，供大家参考。

2010年确实是我大丰收的一年！你们呢？

光棍节

这次应该会是各位第一次写华语吧。很遗憾，我的中文的却没这个blog的另外两位棒，所以只能够用英文来写我的post了。

至于为什么我这次是用中文来写呢，跟今天的节日有关系了。今天是2010年的11月11号，每年的11月11号就是光棍节了。因为我不知道今天的英文名字是什么，只好用我的华语来写了。

光棍节的来源有很多种说法，随意上上百度找找就找到了两三个了。 有空暇者就到这里去看看吧。不过，等一下，不介意的话也请听小人的意见吧。

11月11号，是由两个双数结合起来而出现的。每个人单身的时候，都是1个人吃饭，1个人看电影，1个人上街逛逛。为何使用11月11号而不是1月1号呢？就是因为要祝福每个人都能够找到另外一个1，才算吗，就是祝福有1个人能够陪伴另外1个人咯`， 才使用双数~

不过我也不用多说了，免得另外两个人闲我哆嗦，希望各位读者都能够尽早找到能够共度一生的伴侣，不用每年的今天过着无聊的光棍节。本照片纯属分享，并没有用来形容光棍的意思~
祝大家光棍节快乐~！！

想家-ing

看到了小姨的status，害我又开始疯狂的想家了。可是，基于本人懒惰的性格，不想写太多，只想分享写照片，再copy点之前写过的东西吧！

我最帅，最hot的爸妈！

这是我最可爱，最尊敬的外公，外婆！

外婆，谢谢您的花生汤，那是这世上最难忘的味道。

外公，想念您灿烂的笑容。

…………………………………………

大家加油！记得好好照顾自己！愿大家都健康，平安，开心！知足常乐哦！

几个小鬼，祝愿你们学业进步！人际关系真的很重要，多交点朋友吧！

还有大约一个月半，我就可以回家了！我已经开始想念kampua, kompia, rojak……了！哈哈。

Dancing Attendants now?

Now this is an interesting story

Apparently after having some misadventures involving a kidnapper and tourist from abroad, The Philippines decided to lay low for a while, but recently, Cebu Airlines decided to try something new.


The attendants start off with 'Just Dance' by Lady Gaga, while showing passengers how to fasten their seat belts, and end with 'California Gurls' by Katy Perry. I wonder how it would look like if we really all wayed n shimmied to the exits like them during an emergency?

Cebu Airlines certainly has made flying a wee bit more funkier and interesting than before/

Distinctively Malaysia IV

Something recently popped up on my radar:


This happened at The Face Shop at The Curve.

The government takes no action at all. They have even made a statement that The Face Shop is the one to blame for letting one single girl take care of the shop. This sounds logical, since the robbery might not have happened if more than one employee was present...

However,
1. There is no reason for the government to question their company's policy. The presence of only one employee may have caused the robbery to happen, but is it not the duty of the police to catch the robber?
2. The robbers have been caught on FILM. They know who they are, they know which department they are from, and yet no action has been taken against them so far.

Is this what is meant by daylight robbery in Malaysia? I hope someone can answer that question for me. This question is certainly too complex for my simple mind to figure out.

I Am Who I Am lyrics

The lyrics for his song are out, in English and Malay:

我還是我
Aku Tetap Aku
I am Who I am

我的名字 叫明志 這個自我介紹方式
Izinkan ku memperkenalkan diriku, nama saya ialah Namewee
My name is Namewee this is how I introduce myself
從小老師 就認為我是想要惹事
Sejak kecil lagi, cikgu ingatkan ku seorang yang suka buat hal
My teachers always thought I was looking for trouble
我熱愛文字 我討厭公式 我不想面對考試
Aku suka menulis, aku benci formula dan ujian sekolah
I love literature but I hate the school system and all its exams
我更討厭你規定我的頭髮款式
Aku lagi tak suka jika sesiapa komen kat style rambut ku
I get annoyed when people comment on my hair style
我的思考方式 沒有人能夠抑制
Pemikiran style aku, tiada orang boleh Ubahi
I was born with a mind that is beyond the control of others
大人都固執的怪我固執 不懂事
Orang dewasa anggap aku ni degil dan tak matang
Adult always blamed me for being stubborn & naive
我明白 待人處事都有 它的模式
Aku tahu memang ada pelbagai caranya berurusan
I realized our society has its way of life
但不代表 全部人都要變成孔子
Tapi ia tak bermakna semua orang harus menjadi Konfusius
But that doesn’t mean all of us must become Confucius

十五歲 那年初我染上音樂的毒
Pada umur 15 tahun, aku discover muzik
Age of 15 I discovered the joy of music
我透過音符 來降低我內心的無助
Nota nota membantu ku lalui masa yang tak berdaya
Through its notes I find ways to express my thoughts
我學習美術 但依然無法省悟
Aku cuba belajari seni tetapi ia tak membantu
I tried picking up art but it could not hold my inner feelings
是孤獨創造梵谷 還是梵谷創造孤獨
Adalah kesepian mencipta Van Gogh ataupun Van Gogh yang menciptakan kesepian?
Was loneliness created Van Gogh or Van Gogh created loneliness?
中學畢業後 華人得自求多福
Tamat sekolah menengah, kebanyakkan orang cina mencari rezeki di luar Negara
Upon finishing high school Chinese must find ways to further their studies
揮揮衣袖 我決定要到台灣留宿
Akhirnya, aku pun membuat keputusan untuk menginap di Taiwan
Faced with challenges I decided to pursue my education in Taiwan
爸爸媽媽不要擔心 我不會辜負
Ayah, mak jangan risau. Ku takkan buat kamu kecewa
Don’t worry mom and dad I promise not to fail you
等我讀完書 一定會回到歸屬
Habis belajar nanti, mesti saya balik ke Negara tercinta
I will return to my beloved home when I graduate
我會好好過 我必須好好過
Ku akan hidup dengan baik
I will be fine I must stay strong
想家的時候 我就打開電腦拼命創作
Apabila rindu kat keluarga, ku akan terus cipta lagu
When I lone for home I turn on my PC and started writing
牆壁上的大馬國旗 是我的寄託
Bendera Malaysia yang gantung kat dinding menjadi inspirasi ku
My Malaysian flag on the wall keeping my spirit alive
床頭的那張全家福 總是讓我振作
Gambar keluarga kat tepi katil tetap membuatkan ku lebih tabah
My family portrait beside my bed keeping my strong
一個人 在外國 要獨立生活
Seorang hidup di luar Negara, ku mesti lebih gagah
As a foreigner living in a strange country I learn to become independent
我做過很多工作 我面對很多數落
Aku buat banyak kerja sambilan, ku hadap banyak gagalan
I took up many jobs to pay my bills and tuition fees
無論再辛苦 還有音樂陪著我
Tak semestinya betapa susahnya, ku masih ditemani muzik
When times were tough at least I still had my music with me
我理想沒有變 因為我 還是我
Impian ku tidak berubah, kerana aku tetap aku
My dream did not change, I am still who I am

我有我自己的夢 自己會走
Aku akan berusaha mencapai impian ku sendiri
I have my own dream I will keep going
就算再寂寞
walaupun sunyi
Even it’s a lonely path
請原諒我的衝動 我會好好過
Maafkan impuls aku, aku akan hidup dengan baik-baik
Please forgive me for being impulsive, I will be fine
(相信我還是我)
(percayalah, aku tetap aku)
Believe me I am still who I am
我不怕暴雨狂風 將我淹沒
Aku tak takut hujan lebat membanjiri ku
I’m not afraid the obstacles cos it will not drown me
毅然往前走
Aku tetap akan berusaha
I will keep moving forward
就算旅途再癲頗 我不能回頭
Wakaupun jalan ini agak sukar tapi aku tak akan putus asa
Even if it is a journey of no return I will not give up
(相信我還是我)
(percayalah, aku tetap aku)
Believe me I am still who I am

2007 年 那是個遲來的夏天
Tahun 2007, itu musim panas yang datang agak lewat
Summer came late in the year 2007
改編國歌事件 讓我人生從此改變
Mengubah lagu negaraku membuatkan hidupan ku berubah
My life was forever changed with my national anthem song
透過網際網絡 我闖了禍
Melalui internet, aku menghadapi masalah
I got into trouble through the cyber space
但我堅持沒有犯錯 有人 說我叛國
Aku disalah fahami dan ada orang kata aku ni pengkhidnat negara
I was misunderstood and got accused of betraying my country
有人 想幹掉我 有人 說不讓我回國
Ada yang tak bagi aku balik ke Negara, ada yang ingin bunuh aku
My life was threaten and I even was told I cannot come home
要我磕頭認錯 政客趁機出頭
Saya dipaksa mengaku salah, orang kuat semua keluar menunjuk muka
I was pushed into the limelight by influential people trying to gain fame
媒體還配合炒作 世界 各地的記者call我
Pihak media dari seluruh dunia tak berhenti call saya
Media got into the action and suddenly international reporters started calling me
我必須學會沉著
Aku mesti tabah
I had to learn to stay calm
謠言越來越多 讓人陷入惶恐
Gosip angin semakin banyak, membuatkan ku makin risau
Rumours started flowing and my heart started pounding
甚至 還有人把偷渡路線圖 send給我
Saya juga terima peta haram tunjuk aku hilangkan diri
I even received maps with international escape routes
爸爸媽媽 對不起 不要難過
Ayah mak, ku minta maaf .. Janganlah kamu sedih
Sorry mom and dad please don’t be sad
牆壁上的國旗 我從來沒有拆過
Bendera Malaysia di dinding tidak pernah saya turunkan
I have not taken down the flag hanging in my bedroom
我破了千萬點閱 也上了各大版面
Youtube ku ditonton berjuta orang, gambarku juga dipampar dalam banyak surat khabar
My youtube video broke records and my face made newspaper covers
有人喜歡有人討厭面臨輿論考驗
Ada orang suka dan ada orang benci. Aku mengahadapi ujian yang sukar ini
I got cheered and got booed I must learn to face the music now
我的故事 被文學家 寫進了書
Kisah aku dicatat oleh penulis buku
My story was documented into a book
我的臉 還被人畫成了 卡通人物
Muka aku dilukis sebagai kartoon
My face even got drawn into cartoon characters
再多褒與貶 都已經事過境遷
Banyak pujiaan dan hinaan ku alami, tapi ia bukan segalanya
I wished that all the fame and criticism would die down some day
畢業後的我 決定勇敢面對誤解
Lepas ku tamatkan pengajian, aku membuat keputusan menghadapi semua salah faham
Upon graduation I decided to return to my beloved country
我用陸路 交通跨越六個國度
Ku menggunakan jalan darat dan melepasi 6 Negara untuk balik ke Negara cinta
With only land routes I walked across 6 countries to come home
拍攝紀錄 沿途上的驚險 和領悟
Ku merakamkan sepanjang jalan yang meliputi ketakutaan dan kesedaran
I even shot a documentary on my challenging journey
一步步 很艱苦 終於回到大馬領土
Ia satu perjalanan yang sukar tetapi akhirnya ku berjaya balik ke Negara tercinta
Thought every step was tought I finally came home to Malaysia
被拍照 被訪問 還被叫到警察總部
Pihak media tangkap gambar ku, ada temu duga dan aku juga dipanggil ke balai polis
I got called to police station and faced many media interviews
雖然 你們都把我 當成公眾人物
Walaupun banyak anggap ku sebagai orang famous
Even though most think of me as public personality
但我必須穩住 要保持個人創作元素
Tapi aku mesti tabah, aku mesti tetap dengan ciptaan lagu ku
But I stayed true to myself to retain my creative art

我有我自己的夢 自己會走
Aku akan berusaha mencapai impian ku sendiri
I have my own dream I will keep going
就算再寂寞
walaupun sunyi
Even it’s a lonely path
請原諒我的衝動 我會好好過
Maafkan impuls aku, aku akan hidup dengan baik-baik
Please forgive me for being impulsive, I will be fine
(相信我還是我)
(percayalah, aku tetap aku)
Believe me I am still who I am
我不怕暴雨狂風 將我淹沒
Aku tak takut hujan lebat membanjiri ku
I’m not afraid the obstacles cos it will not drown me
毅然往前走
Aku tetap akan berusaha
I will keep moving forward
就算旅途再癲頗 我不能回頭
Wakaupun jalan ini agak sukar tapi aku tak akan putus asa
Even if it is a journey of no return I will not give up
(相信我還是我)
(percayalah, aku tetap aku)
Believe me I am still who I am

有人說 我的作品荼毒青年思想
Ada orang marah hasil lagu ku mencemarkan fikiran remaja
People criticized my songs for poisoning the younger generation
有人說 我的頭腦都在胡思亂想
Ada orang mengata otak ku memikirkan perkara yang bukan-bukan
Some said my mind is full of dirty thoughts
說我亂講 說我是社會毒瘤發癢
Mengatakan aku ni merosakan moral masyarakat
That I have bad morel in the civil society
還怪我 變成他兒子的偶像
Ada juga yang mengalahkan ku jadi idola kepada anaknya
Some just blamed me for becoming his son’s idol
面對攻擊 我早就已經習慣
Aku dah biasa menghadapi semua halangan ini
I am used to faced difficult situations
保持沉默微笑 是我最好的答案
Menjadi keheningan sambil senyum adalah jawapan yang ku bagi
Keeping silent is my best defense and response
裝模作樣 從來就 不是我的強項
Aku tak suka menjadi kikuk depan orang
Putting a fake face is never an option for me
但我出門逛逛 卻要偽偽裝裝
Sekarang aku keluar, susah sangat boleh menjadi diri sendiri lagi
I can no longer be myself when I go out
我的email 每天都有人來 訴苦
Tiap-tiap hari aku terima email dari orang lain tuk mengeluh
People write to me pleading for help everyday
但我愛莫能助因為我不是 政府
Tapi aku tak berupaya kerana aku bukan pihak kerajaan
I just cannot do much because I am not the government
你們來我facebook 鼓勵我 詆毀我
Ada yang mendorong ku di facebook dan ada juga yang menghina ku
Some come to my Facebook supporting and slandering me
我不刪除因為那是言論自由淨土
Aku tak delete komen-komen kerana ini adalah kebebasan bicara semua
I didn’t delete because it is their freedom of speech
我想要讓你聽見 讓你看見
Aku nak bagi kau dengar, aku nak bagi kau Nampak
I want you to listen and I want you to see
我想說的話 我的電影 和我的音樂
Apa yang ingin ku ucapkan, filem ku, dan muzik ku
The messages I convey through my voice, my film and my music
徘徊尺度邊緣 自由自在的暢所欲言
Adalah kebebasan bicara
Walking the fine line in freedom of speech
那是主流媒體 永遠看不到的世界
Inilah tempat yang tidak boleh diperjuangkan oleh mainstream media
Which is something the mainstream media can never understand
我站在不 同的的角度我不會停下腳步
Aku memandang dunia dari pelbagai sudut dan tidak akan berhentikan langkahku
I stand from a different point and I will not stop
這條思路 是老天送給我的禮物
Jalan pemikiran saya adalah hadiah khas dari tuhan
This path is a gift from god
你說我糊塗 你甚至想要把我說服
Kau mengatakan aku bingung, malah kau ingin menyakinkan ku dengan ayatmu
You claimed that I am lost and want to brainwash me
對不起我 還是我那就是我的態度
Minta maaf, aku tetap aku. Inilah sikap ku
Sorry, I am still who I am, and this is my attitude
在Kuala Lumpur 開始了新的生活
Aku memulakan kehidupan baru di Kuala Lumpur
I am starting new life in Kuala Lumpur
這裡人潮洶湧 馬路坑坑洞洞
Terdapat ramai orang telah terkorban di jalan raya yang berlubang-lubang
It is crowded here and the roads are full of potholes
一不小心 我可能會在這裡失控
Saya rasa ku juga mungkin akan hilang control di sini
If I’m not careful things may just get out of control
這條路 很難走 但我已經 沒有回頭
Jalan ini agak sukar untuk berjalan, tetapi aku sudah tiada pilihan lain
The path is not easy but I do not have a choice anymore

(我還是我 我還是我)
(Aku tetap aku aku masih aku)
Because I am still who I am

我有我自己的夢 自己會走
Aku akan berusaha mencapai impian ku sendiri
I have my own dream and I will go for it
就算再寂寞
walaupun sunyi
Even it is a lone path
請原諒我的衝動 我會好好過
Maafkan impuls aku, aku akan hidup dengan baik-baik
Please forgive me for being impulsive, I will be fine
(相信我還是我)
(percayalah, aku tetap aku)
Believe me I am still who I am
我不怕暴雨狂風 將我淹沒
Aku tak takut hujan lebat membanjiri ku
I’m not afraid the obstacles cos it will not drown me
毅然往前走
Aku tetap akan berusaha
I will keep moving forward
就算旅途再癲頗 我不能回頭
Wakaupun jalan ini agak sukar tapi aku tak akan putus asa
Even if it is a journey of no return I will not give up
(相信我還是我)
(percayalah, aku tetap aku)
Believe me I am still who I am

All rights of this song go to Namewee. I am only promoting this song as I feel it is good.

Namewee: I Am Who I Am

Hmm, it's been quite a while since I actually had time to blog. My finals are coming up, so I won't be blogging as often as I want to. However, a matter of interest came up recently that I wish for people to know.



A new song by Namewee. His short autobiography on what he had done so far, from his high school life to his current 'celebrity' status.

我有自己的梦，自己会走，不管再寂寞。
I have my own dream, I will fulfill it myself, no matter how lonely I am.

It is quite logical given his persecution by the government, and the fact that his outspoken comments on unfair treatments whatever race or religion has drawn the attention of the media.

He speaks too also of the fact that people regard him as a public figure, but he doesn't want that to affect his style of composing.

A good singer despite having being extremely foul-mouthed when singing diao ren (scolding people) songs. This song is definitely different from his usual style. Hopefully he will supply English subtitles for this song soon as well.

Distinctively Malaysia III

Ah, it's that time of the year again, where Muslims will fast for a month, and we can all celebrate Ramadhan at the end of that tiresome month... But apparently some people aren't as good as we consider them to be.I know, I know, its a Chinese newspaper. Its titled: "If you're unhappy with fasting, you can go back to China." And it isn't the first time this preposterous statement has been uttered by our oh-so-friendly ''highly ranked'' civil servants.
Students version: The principal apprehended them for eating breakfast IN THE CANTEEN WHICH IS IN THE SCHOOL.(Oh Yeah, we're not allowed to eat food in the canteen, so where should we eat? Inside the class? Now that's a good idea.)

And then, during assembly, the principal was quoted as saying: If you Chinese are unhappy with fasting, you can just buy the air ticket and go back to China! You don't have to come to government schools!

One of the teachers present at the assembly also walked over to the students and said: AirAsia is having discounts recently,so you can take AirAsia back to China, the fare is cheaper. (Which we can conclude, you don't need a brain to use the Internet.)
Principals version:''If we cannot the races in Malaysia cannot respect each other, it would be better for us to return to our original place.'' (Oh yeah, and is there any real difference to what you're saying besides your tone?)

Apparently our principal on the block decided that it was ''rude'' and ''improper'' for none-Muslim students to EAT in school during this holy month, and has even disallowed students from eating within the school compound for the remainder of the month. She even said that we should respect each other's race, while saying ''Chinese students are not needed here and can return to China or Foon Yew schools. For the Indian students, the prayer string tied around their neck and wrist makes them look like dogs because only dogs are tied like that.'' Yes, thank you very much for not hurling racial abuses at the other races.
Many people are now asking for her head on a silver platter, but what does the government do now? They sit back, relax, and ask the citizens to chill. Then they just stick their heads in the ground and wait for this to blow over.
Director-general Tan Sri Alimuddin Mohd Dom's said that the case was just a misunderstanding and had already been resolved.Right... and if it was a misunderstanding why did the state Education Department ask the principal to issue an apology to non-Muslim students and teachers? (We've reached another milestone people, we're so good at covering up stuff we don't even need to know if it has already been resolved! Wow! A round of applause please!)
Part of the lengthy police report lodged by a 16-year-old student alleged: "She gave the example of owning a Proton Saga with two passengers who are Munusamy and Chong. Munusamy and Chong were only passengers. They cannot claim any right to the car. This is the same as Malaysia in which the non-Malay students are passengers." (Which means since we are passengers on the car, we don't have to pay tax, and the federal debt is none of our business, right?)

Only a few days ago that DPM Muhyiddin Yassin warned the MCA to "be sensitive to the needs of other races in the country"Yea, and in his dictionary other races probably include Malay, Malays, more Malays, and did I mention Malays? The indigenous tribes probably do not even register on his radar as locals, but that's a story for another time. If we have to be sensitive towards you, how about a bit of the other way round as well? Are we supposed to be kept under your thumb for all eternity?
In light of Independence Day, it should be noted that we ALL contributed to it. Not just one tribe, one race, but everyone together. To think he still had the guts to say that "In Barisan, we always take a similar stand on issues affecting all races." (In truth, they do have a similar stand, depending on which side the issue is on.)

They are even letting the principal with just a slap on the wrist, just a public apology. She is getting off scot-free when others would probably be facing the death penalty. How did we fall so far from the Golden Ages? How did the 1Malaysia concept turn so corrupted by civil servants whose only motive in life is to make the people suffer for their hideous crimes?

Our Prime Minister and his 1Malaysia concept that is practically in tatters,
or is it still salvageable? You be the judge

不满？打机票滚回中国吧！

一连写了两个po，因为接下来的这则消息，实在不得不跟大家分享！ （若看不清楚，请访问此处：http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=2012480&id=1577024673&comments&alert&ref=notif&notif_t=photo_comment_tagged#!/photo.php?pid=2012480&id=1577024673&ref=notif&notif_t=photo_reply）

看了一篇这么有趣的报导，实在让我不知说啥是好。

有些话想告诉我们最敬爱的友族同胞，还有我们最尊敬的国家领导人：1 Malaysia？这个不知道何时冒出来，实在精彩万分的标语。原来这就是你们实现它的方法，让我大开眼界。斋戒月在全国各地都隆重的进行中，这是不是表示全国华人也要陪你们一起戒呢？

说华人不尊重“它们”的习俗，那……他们尊重过我们的习俗吗？这个问题实在不方便在这里回答，我保留给有心人士自己去冲杯咖啡，搬张凳子，坐在回教堂前，好好的思索吧。

打机票回中国吗？实在是不错的提议，看来他在说出此话前，真是作足了功课，还知道亚航有优惠。看来他们也不算太无知，至少还知道如何用IE8 去浏览亚航官网。

华人一直都是以谦逊，不被恶劣环境打倒见称。处理事情的方式当然也比较文明点，这是我们和可爱的友族同胞不同的地方。其实，这也难怪他们，我们有5000年的悠久历史，历史的久远造就华人的优良传统。他们呢？呃……我实在不知道如何回答这么复杂又有深度的问题。

教师是人类灵魂的工程师，校长是工程师的老板，当看报导中的两位伟大人物，以那两位目前的“智慧”，我实在为被他们教育的我们国家的下一代感到担忧啊！是不是该帮他们俩订张机票，到中国去进修下呢？既然他们都知道如何上网了，相信这个建议对他们来说，应该还不错。不不不！还是打单程的好点，因为真不知何时，他们才能学成归来，光宗耀祖。

本文纯粹分享，只想提醒在睡梦中的朋友们，是时候醒醒了！刷好牙，洗把脸，换套干净的衣服，走出家门，做你们觉得该做的事吧！

王力宏 --- 十八般武艺

相信，现在应该有很多人在谈论着力宏的全新专辑，所以我也不用多说。只用简洁的文字来带出力宏和他的专辑在我心目中的地位。他的音乐永远那么牵动我的心玄，一直都是我在华语音乐中的首选。盼了好久，终于出辑了，也自导自演了《恋爱通告》。各界都在传诵这音乐才子的“十八般武艺”，同时推出新专辑和新戏。我不得不佩服他。

唱片公司一天砸下千万宣传的专辑，力宏呕心沥血的杰作，真的值得一听！

华语音乐绝对不输其他语种！至少还有力宏这位佼佼者！

这张专辑，我强力推荐，大家一定要听听看！我已经决定买了！有谁要加入我的行列吗？

Viva Espana!!!

Venue: Asia Cafe
Time: 9 pm - 5 am

Finally, after never even making it into the finals EVER, Spain is finally the champion of the FIFA World Cup 2010.At Soccer City Stadium, 11 July 2010, Spain trounced Netherlands after 30minutes of extra time, having Iniesta shooting the goal after a fabulous assist by Torres. However, its still interesting to note they only got the goal after 116 minutes...

OMG my legs aren't long enough.
This is also the first time in my life that I spent watching the World Cup at a kopitiam with friends.
We were there to book seats by 9+, and having to watch endless Music Videos on Astro Hitz. Sitting 5 hours can be a real pain on the you-know-where.

By 10+ the kopitiam was almost full already, as you can tell.Lotsa people got vuvuzela's as well, I wonder how the people in the apartment slept that night?I got 1 for myself as well. Yesm I blew it the whole night through.By 11+ there were even people standing there waiting for seats, I wonder why they didn't try climbing up the tree though?This is the Spain team receiving the World Cup.This is the Spain fans watching them receive the World Cup. Yes, the thing he is holding IS his shirt.Now we all know where they got their cue from.Might be sugar overdose from drinking too much Coke, but I'm still shaking right now. Viva Espana!! :DD

西班牙万岁！！

2010度世界杯刚刚告一段落了，大力神杯也顺利颁出去了。我还记忆犹新，当西班牙队长——Iker Casillas接过奖杯的同时，我的内心是多么的亢奋！！我所支持的球队终于顺利登顶了。欧洲冠军，世界冠军的殊荣足以证明西班牙队的实力。这是足球带给世人的欢乐。终场哨声吹起的瞬间，我整个人站上椅子，转身跟后头的球迷们一同呐喊，一同欢呼，分享彼此心中的那份喜悦。好久没这么high了，那是发自内心的兴奋。

决赛真是我看了8年足球以来数一数二的经典球赛。我永远都不会忘记2010世界杯的这一刻。特别感谢Iniesta的进球，将西班牙送到世界的巅峰，让斗牛国得以傲视群雄。其他的一些球员也发挥得很棒，值得一提的是Fabregas, Torres, Pique, Sergio Ramos, Xavi, Puyol，他们都起到了关键性的作用。他们是此次夺得世界杯的功臣，更是英雄。另外，David Villa的表现真是无话可说，他凭借他的实力和多次的进球保证将西班牙国家队送入淘汰赛，然后继续的带领西班牙到达世界的巅峰。斗牛士们的精神真是难能可贵，球员们的毅力和团结绝对是关键。

足球并不只是一项进球的运动，她是团结的表现，队员们的默契才是胜利的保证。不喜欢人家拿进球数来说事，那是愚昧的！！

斗牛士们，你们是最棒的！！一直都是！！我看好你们在下届世界杯的表现！你们很快就将变成我的对手了，期待你们回到球会过后的表现！我的曼联会尽一切努力阻止你们顺利夺得欧冠！^^

　　　　　　　　　　举国欢庆！这就是足球的魅力，她吸引我的地方！

On Holiday...

Sorry I have been neglecting this blog for waaaay too long. But it's been a hectic week where I've had to finish all my back to school preparations. Before that was a 2 week holiday, so I did not really touch my computer, and the 2 weeks before that was my exams, so the internet was practically off limits.

Just a short status update for now, expect a new post soon.